Oh sweet baby,
You are growing so big and strong, and I am at home on this Sunday morning, because you are making me dizzy and nauseous. I came to sit in your big sisters room to read and pray, since I am missing church, and I can not help but weep. I believe in you, but I am so scared. I want you to be in my arms, and I want this precious nursery to be yours too, but what is the Lord’s will for you life? My heart aches because I miss your sister so much, and my heart aches, because I can not loose you too. You are my reason for moving forward, because I know how much you need me. I will always love your big sister, Mary Anna, and I can not wait to share every detail of her short life with you. I want to know you and hold you and see who you become. I want to know your name and love you with everything that I have. Your daddy and I prayed for you everyday, and we will continue to pray for you every day of your life. You are so loved by your heavenly Father, and He will hold you in His hand your whole life. Rest always in Him, and know that nothing can ever change how much we love you. You are our baby.